28.10.09

seven layers of makeup;

Shit.
My thick skin's gone.
I used to be so embarrassed I have a thick skin.
But now that I don't have it anymore,
I want it so much,
much much more than anything else.
I want it so much,
because it's extremely difficult to fit in now.
I dont feel like I belong.

I've lost it,
Jane used to say i'm one of the most bubbliest person she has ever met.
But now i've burst):
I miss you Merissa Jane Lee!
& all the other Girls cast.

HAHA, not SAD!
just very hopeful(:

Hahaha, I pulled mom's scarf just now because I nearly fell.
.
kk dont know where to put my face for the 89382948th time this week.