Hello

That's it.
Everything's been making sense.
I figured I shouldn't be that nice and smile about everything now.
I realise I've been too concerned bout people who's been giving me heaps of shit.
Not that i'm gonna be totally heartless, but i'm learning this new thing where I don't really put my heart soul and brains for someone to the extent of getting paranoid for them and apologising when I haven't done anything wrong.
I may be getting angry over the littlest things, but I won't feel this way unless I know I've put in loadsa effort into something, and I deserve a little bit more.

So I hope to wake up with a heart a little tougher than a cushion.
And brains which are as big as anchovies so I don't have to have huge memories on anything and everything.
Thanks.